:/ &+ (: all at the same time..

Things at home aren't great right now....
sometimes i wish i could fix everything, but its not my argunment to get into..
i feel sorry for my mum who married the man in the first place, i mean he can nice and he works to give us a roof over our heads and food and shite but hes horrible too, he's no good for my mum, she was better off without him, but thats my opinion...deep down i no she loves him or she wouldn't of married him would she? No she wouldn't..
Never mind though....maybe they'll work things out in the end, and if not then....yeah not much i can do TBH.

but, on the other hand...

Things out side of my home are good..
i'm happy with the way things are right now :)
things happened i didn't think would, and do you no what....i DONT regret anything i did or anything i've said so far ether :D
I Love Youu <3

Ah i hate school! but who doesn't, i hate childcare it's stupid! :L but then again who doesn't hate it :L
can't wait for the prom :P
even though i didn't really want to go but i do now :D
:/ exams soon, but im going to revise :) so i shouldn't fail...NO i won't fail, :) i'm being possitive :P

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(:

:) things are now back to how they should be..
may day tomorrow, and dress shopping :) fun fun fun.
gotta go see my grandads grave today, it'll be hard but i need to do it :/
27 July
but there you go, life must go on, of course its hard, its life what do you expect.
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